This day, has actually come. Today I made the decision to leave Chennai and travel back to Madison. Nothing really makes any sense at the moment. Nothing but this one thing; I believe I ran as fast as I could into the arms of Jesus and they brought me to Chennai. It's those same arms that are taking me home. I gave all of myself to this dream and I made it. I made it to Chennai, India and I made it my home. I didn't do it all perfectly; I made more than my fair share of mistakes. This is a very bitter sweet day. I love India. I really love it, but this isn't it. Chennai didn't hold the golden ticket to my happiness. Madison doesn't hold it either. I hold the ticket to my happiness and I have to stop trying to find it outside of who God created me to be. I have all of it inside of me and it's not this thing or that thing. It's me.
I'm thankful for grace and love. I have faith that this too will make sense some day.
